I think you can tell I got a lot on my mind. I worked the matinee today, an’ after it was over, Addison talked to me. Mostly ‘bout Merritt asking if I knew when he’d have a mind to think about a relationship.
An’ Hannah was at the theater all day measuring things and looking at things here and there. She mentioned that she saw Merritt’s post from us going to the Statue of Liberty an’ the beach.
She said, “Tell Merritt if he wants to see more of the city to just ask and I’ll be glad to show him around.”
She didn’t wait for me to answer, and I didn’t have to pretend like I’d tell him.
See, thing is, Merrett added me to those posts ‘cause I was there in them, so I saw what he said about wishing I wasn’t against us being romantic.
Now, I sure wish I hadn’t said that stuff about being pushed together. I saw that he said “Part of me today” like it wasn’t permanent or that it was on him out of the sudden. But, I guess if he could feel that way then, he might feel that way all the time.
So, here I am in my ‘partment feeling a little sad an’ thinking I ought to just ‘mit to myself that I have feelings for him. I ain’t said it before, I guess, but I s‘pose ever’one can tell.
An’ I also know he’s all worried about learning all he missed for his work, so I reckon this ain’t the best time to distract him. I just hope my boss, Addison, and his coworker, Hannah, give him time, too.
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